you're the sun, and i am the earth.

I was reaing old emails from way back. We were so cute! So little and so cute. We should've got married. Lol! Its so adorable. I just keep reading them, it makes me smile so much. We were like best friends. We don't even talk anymore, seriously, we sat sort of next to each other in math, and we didn't say like one word to each other. It made me sad.
 
I should copy 'n paste the messages to here. It would make all of your hearts melt. lol.
 
there is this one email, where all we did was reply "kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk" to each other. Weird kids, but cute kids. omg lmao i was like "okay ethan. stop. i get it. okkkkkk?" what a bitchhh
 
aw aw aw i told him i was going to buy him a puppy. and he said that he likes picking up dog poop. thats weird. lol

i want this stuffs.
 
lol ;)

idk i didn't like the premade thing for this so i just made this set to answer the questions on. lol.
 
What do you do in an awkward moment?
A: I start laughing like an idiot.
 
Do you feel nervous around people you don't know?
A: Depends if they are really good looking. lol
 
How do you greet someone?
A: Hello, or hey. or occasionally the sup nod.
 
How do you make presenting a speech or project easy?
A: I'm not really sure. I just somehow do it.
 
What are some things people like about you?
A: I have a way with making people laugh and feel better.
 
Is it normal to you to not want to go to school after a very long break?
A: Yes. I don't like school very much, although i'm pretty good at it.
 
Where is your dream vacation spot?
A: A tropical getaway.
 
Where do you see yourself in 10 years from now?
A: Almost done with college or just getting out of college. Hopefully I'll have a nice little boyfriend at the time.
 
What is your point of view of life?
A: No matter what happens stay positive, never give up.
 
Do you consider yourself popular? Why/why not?
A: ehhh, nah. I have many many friends, so in that way you could say i'm popular, but not in the sense where people are like.. idk. i'm not. i'd prefer not to be.
 
What is your signature scent?
A: Gosh, I don't have one. I have a lot of perfume, so I switch it up.
 
Where do you love to shop?
A: H&M, Forever21, Urban Outfitters, vintage shops, and I just love Target.
 
Are you confident in yourself?
A: At times. Sometimes I have no self-esteem at all, and at other times i'm a little cocky. Depends what mood i'm in.
 
List ten things you love about yourself (no bragging intended, this is only to feel good about who you are):
1. Clothes/ Fashion sense
2. My eye color. Its hazel, & they change color depending on the light.
3. My body, lol. I have an hour glass figure rofl. I'm basically all leg though, and have a short torso. It's alright though.
4. My eyelashes. They are naturally really long. :D
5. My hair, when its acting good
6. That no matter how bad the situation I try to stay positive
7. I listen to awesome music :D
8. My ability to make long lasting relationships with my peers
9. My manners and etiquette.
10. I do good in school & have been told i'm quirky and witty :P
 
Future career?
A: Optometrist or Oncology RN. I'm not sure.

today me & elyse disected a frog. then we fell in love with hunter. nbd. we agreed to being a polygamist family. he's just that hot. he agreed to it. so its all good.
 
shirtt- kohls
shorts- my mums old high waisted ones
belt- jcpenney
necklace- meijer
capri sun- oh you know, walmart
feather extensions- etsy

so only one more week of school.
yayyy. i'd be excited, but we have exams the last 2 days of school. and i hate exams. they make me wanna cry.

i don't understand why this is happening.
the week before my brothers graduation.
it would absolutely crush him if he couldn't make it.
why now, god? why? why does this have to happen.
i just can't comprehend it. this isn't fair.
he doesn't deserve this.
 
shirt- charlotte russe.
skirt- aero
bracelet- craft show
shoes- my moccasin sandals from the other day.

all of these pictures are really funny.
top left: wiener doggy with messed up ear got in my pic.
top right: trying to get my shoe in the picture and ended up being a weird crotch shot lmao
bottom left: awkward pose
bottom right: thumbs upping.. lol
 
shirt: ae
jeggings: charlotte russe
shoes: sperry
dog collar: target (;

soo i went to school.
\and because senior commencement was in the gym, I didn't have gym first hour! yayyy! so, we watched a movie. and i slept during the whole thing. it was lovely.
then we did like one little assignment in German, and got to talk the rest of the hour. but I just listened to my Ipod & talked to Megan who has her first big huge crush on this guy haha. heather & allison have been pissing me off lately, tbh. i need a break from them.
in 3rdddd hour, I did a test review for math. & so my friend Eden is playing with these guys from our school next friday at this coffee shop. So we talk about that all hour. and how i'm her assistant. and groupie. and roadie. lol.
then lunch. i ate school orange chicken. i sat by Olivia.. and not my other friends. like I said they've been pissing me off. haha.
in fourth hour i took a biology test. and i've decided that i'm going to marry Hunter. he is like the cutest guy ever. me & elyse were fighting over him all hour. we always tell him how cute he looks. he's just adorable.
and in fifth hour, was history. and all that teacher does is lecture and then we take a quiz. so i daydream. i had to pee so I went up to ask him to go to the potty. and this kid, well, technically, my old 'computer buddy' as he use to call me, stepped on my foot. and he was like OH SORRY and so i told him to tie my shoes. and he did. but it took him like 10 minutes. lmao. and i had to pee. and then he got all pissy that i didn't help him off the ground. idek. but then i went pee.. and then i went home.
 
but see, i have to be nice to that guy. because he is friends with this guy i like. like, they are best friends and shit. so yeah. but the guy i like, likes this other girl. but see, i'm to the point where as long as he's happy i'm happy. we'll have our chance to be together. just can't give up. he just makes me feel so happy. its bad though. every part of me tells me he's a terrible person to like. but i just can't stop liking him. he's just so.. USNFAKSDF;. and my bff' doesn't like him. but i seriously am sick of people on my dick. seriously. just hop off it bro.

this was actually like.. monday. oh well.
 
top: kohls
skirt: express
shoes: ae
necklace: local boutique.
bracelet: wittle kid made it for me. :P